Faith & Abundance

It takes a small amount of faith
like the mustard seed to move a mountain

Being brought up in a Christian family
where we are programmed and trained to tell
the RIGHT answers

We know God provides
We know we have to have faith

Rm30,000
is one heck of a big step of faith i'm taking
time to experience God and His abundance like never before!

Youth With A Mission Disciple Training School,Perth
HERE I COME!!!

Goodbyes

Its always hard to say goodbye
especialy to people that you may see only once in a lifetime..

I like to make myself believe that planet earth turns
SLOWWWWLY

I'm weird cz I hate goodbyes...

Little thoughts

It's ironic
often times I laughed and teases the lyrics in songs which I thought was...
overly dramatic.
But when you got into that situation,that EXACT situation
you finally understand why they wrote it that way
cz it's THAT FEELING.


"....it's 2a.m and i'm cursing your name,
i'm so in love that i acted insane
thats the way i love you"
The way i love you-Taylor Swift

"But you're so hynotizing
you got me laughing while i sing
you got my smiling in my sleep..."
Catch me-Demi Lovato

"something always brings me back to you,
it never takes too long..."
"you hold me without touch,keep me without chains...."
Gravity-Sarah Bareilles

...Just to mention a few...
there's so many more cliche and cheezy lyrics
but when you're in that particular situation,you could really feel and appreciate every song
that sings to your heart...

And i do hope the songs I write does the same
to someone somewhere somehow
in this big tiny world...=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-sb5eclDQs my new song "Little thoughts" =)

Letting Go

Letting go

it aint easy

Thinking too much

the deadliest flaw in me

When this two elements collide

you cant imagine how hyterical I'll be

Emotions run

high and low

up and down till it

made you head spin around like

you're in a never ending roller coaster ride

You think that you got this

you think you are strong to face it

but when he appears infront of you

your heart melts and breaks into two

cz he's not in love with you

he has someone else back in school

You think you'd forgotten

you think you could handle this all

but when he appears infront of you

the confidence of letting go just falls

but he's not in love with you

and you're suffering from all this mental torture

All now I can do

is to hang on to God for only he can cure this addiction

more than other rehab centres could

He's my equilizer

that keeps me at least a lil sane

and I know in time I'll get through...

SUPPORT ORIGINAL!!!

And so I was paicking most of my stuff back to Perlis

and here are some of the nostalgic moments in my room...

the amazing amount of thumbnails and blue tags

used just to stick papers and pics around

All the pics,articles, drawings ready to be packed up!

"you are the prettiest gal ever lived"

the note that I sticked to my mirror and confessed it everday...

for the 1st few weeks only...

then I forgotten it actually existed...haha

Got home,

settled all my stuffs again

and found out all the bunch of albums i bought in 2009...

to me it's a lot...

16 albums bought in 10 months,

and FYI they are all ORIGINAL!

Mama mia soundtrack,backstreet boys CD+VCD,

Kevin Max,David Archuleta,Matchbox 20,

Jeremy Camp,Zee Avi,Daughtry,Demi Lovato (2),Norah Jones(2)

and not inside here-Colbie Callait

So being "free" enough,

I went on to count all the original albums in the house

and I found we had a total of 110!!

Waoh...how much money is that...

Dad keeps complaining about how I spent my money on albums,

but hey,

it's so much better than buying cetak rompak or illegal downloads.

We support good music by letting these great musicians earn money

which is by buying their albums to be exact...

SAY NO TO CETAK ROMPAK!

well at the end of the day...study again...

zzzzzzzz

Lil Thoughts (Gotta stop thinking about you)

Lil thoughts keeprunning through my head

till I dont know what to say

...to you

Lil thoughts keep running through my head
till I dont want you to say
a word anymore

I know I shouldnt be singing this
at this very moment
but I cant get this over with

I gotta stop thinking about you

thinking about you

worrying about all the things that you do

Stop minding about you

what we both had gone through

it's killing me

Gotta stop thinking about you

thinking about you

I cant understand what magic you have inside

that could grap whole of me untill

I lost my mind

Wrote this few days ago,

I thought this song so far is one of the most satisfactory song I'd ever written.

It may sounded a lil cliche or Colbie Callait-ed...

but i'm happy with it.

There's not really a specific person i'm writing about

but a few ppl that kinda got my full attention till I cant study and wrote this song

thanks for the inspiration guys...haha

I'll try to find time to upload the song someday.

If not,i'll sing it for you....someday too... =)

Ready for the BATTLE??

Was on my way back to Perlis today

as usual I'll cam whore with my new C902 phone

and snap! got this really amazing pic.

Take a close look (maybe not even close)
and you'll see a "GOOD" hand sign at the clouds...

cool huh?

it's like God is telling me i'm doing well cz im striving for my STPM.

haha!

not really striving i guess...

Gosh,the heat and preassure is on.

3 weeks and no time for rest...

Syllabus undone,

concepts unstable,

chapters piling up like twin tower of Petronas

brain often on sleep mode,

wandering around cloud 9...

I dont feel ready for this battle

But i still belive 3 weeks can change things.

even if it's sticking myself with elephant glue on the chair,

poking myself with needle when i'm sleepy,

or skip lunch,waking up early (nooo!!!)

I have to burry my face into books and READ!!!

*breath in breath out...huuuuu*

Dad is just a wonderful father

discussing econs theory with him is just so fruitful.

He'll go through wikipedia to check for more info,

explain,reconfirm my concept

and stimulate me to think...

most of all,business and econs has a close relation to what he's good at

FELDA GULA PERLIS...

haha...so applicable...

Too bad his daughter is just too slow to twist her piggy brain...

AHH!!

No more excuse,it's back to work...

ready for the battle?

wait a minute,my knife is not even sharpen!

my guns are not fully loaded,

there goes my rusty shield....

give me a sec commander!

=P