Thursday, June 30, 2011

Just Be Yourself

This lovely cat ain't shy of the camera.
Imagine: I'm just using a 18-55mm lens, I gotta go super near to get a close shot. 
It wasn't frighten away or self-conscious,
it stayed the way it likes to be...

see that? miao!

Then it got me thinking...
how many times we are so aware of ourselves,
till we lost it all?
We've been living in the stereotypes,
afraid and shy to express...
being in the cliche...

Yeah, we're living under surveillance all the time..
CCTVs, cameras and even HUMAN CCTVs everywhere...
We've been conformed and tolerate with the things of this world.
Afraid that our inner self would be expose.

Thumbs up for praying cat posture!

Having said so much,
who am I to say all these things?
I'm no different.

Sometimes I wish I live under no one's care.
Being my own.
I'm not saying that we can do whatever we want or become crazy on the road..
Yes, we faced many obstacles that hinder us from soaring free,
I believe if there's a will, there's a way, 
and there's a God who will open the door if we are willing to let him do so.

I'm just wishing that I can be like this cat...
though there are cameras just inches away,
it couldnt careless but to continue chillin'

"Peace out your fellow humans, brrr meeeow!"

Now that's what I call being yourself.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011


Its been a while since I post something...
and today I felt so shitty that I have to write something to get things off my chest...

but...I WILL delete this post someday...when i read it back...
ok...I MAYBE will...(welcome to a world of paradox)

Trust, a big issue.
Lying is another crime,
Both of these clashes and never compliment each other...
but often, ppl lie to gain trust...
and many bought the idea.

Sometimes, there are situation where we cant avoid doing so.
To prevent an inconvenient situation,
to avoid fights...and quarrels...
to make someone else feel good.

Many times I wonder...
have I trusted the right person?
am I wrong for lying to avoid something worse that is about to happen?
These 2 issues in my life...are hard to define.
It's like you're trying to explain the feeling after a roller coaster ride...
you're lost for words and all you can say is "My heart almost flew out!"

I'm not specifically pointing out to any event....
it's just something happened, hard enough to make me realize...
that I've been cheating myself all these while.

and I'm shitty 21.