Zee Avi

Heard her on the radio few weeks ago,
the song "bitter heart" just draws my attention to this singer
Her voice was so classical and magnetic
that it just made you pause for a moment and wanting to sing along...
and she is Zee Avi

A Malaysian,
also a Youtuber =P
got featured on Youtube and was signed up by Brushfire records..
ahh,you can read all the details on Wikipedia though

What really inspires me is that she's a Malaysian
achieving something really big now
And her songs is not the typical pop malay songs...
It's jazz and folk.and I love the Ukulele on the background
it melts my heart...

Hopefully I'll be able to achieve something amazing like her someday
i'm really proud of her
and hopefully I'll be somewhere there ...someday...somehow....
hopefully...

=)

The future lover JoC

I'm a bad lover...
dont get me wrong...i meant future lover...
GOT CHA!

well,this thought has been bothering me for the pass few months actually,
never really brought it up to many ppl cz i thought its just a silly one...
so i just shrug it off my head...

Here's a few reasons y i think i'd be a bad lover in the future:
1. Im way too demanding
2. Hot tempered
3. Noisy
4. Loves to hang out...that would cost his wallet unless he is super darn rich
5.Always ends up in poverty...money again...now you know where all the cash flows eh
6. If i ever have a bf now,that's freaky cz I dont wanna have an ex
7. I'm a paranoid
8. I cant cook and clean well.
9. I still dont do the commitment thingy

So there you go...dont wanna explain too much cz i dont know where to start....lol!
i know it's gonna get some of you to scratch your head with question marks all over....
I told a guy that my counter is not open yet...so thats how I explain my status now. =)
hhmmm....

God bless me with an understanding BF someday!

Excitement Excitement

It's been a long time since I blogged...2 weeks away from my pc and I felt so distant to it now...
how does this keyboard work again???

=)

To update you guys about what's been happening,
the four besties re-united! Henna and Serene came to Penang to visit me and Chuck,and we met in Gurney just to hang out...
FYI, it's a very very very rare chance that 4 of us can meet together. It's usually we separately meet each other...so that time was really sensational!
We had fun shopping for shoes,criticizing every pair of branded shoes and the price...
and of course we enjoyed sneaking into the luxurious Parkson fitting room to take pics!....Goodness,they have a nice chair and coffee table in there...wonder what's that for when you're fitting into those branded,overpriced clothes?....lol

Hmm, mid year results are out...didnt do very well,especially Business...i'm so rusty in it...or is it my brain?? lolz...Really have to be convicted enough to study gal...19 more weeks and you're free!!
No more lectures,
no more quarrels with housemates,
no more STPM-is-coming quotes buzzing around your ears
YAY!

but for now study 1st lar miss piggy...

Oh Yeah..and the other great news is.....I PASSED MY PIANO PRATICAL EXAM!!!
WITH MERIT!!!
Can you ever ever imagine that???? I didnt even expect a pass....I thought I was gonna retake my grade 5 prac and I wont be able to continue my grade 8 next year..
When mom told me about it,I was in the restaurant and I just went like :"I dont believe you! OMG"...several times...
till everyone was looking at me and my friends were pretending to eat focusly on their food...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
oh hoho,i'm just overwhelmed.WIsh I could express my excitement and joy with everyone but...I cant be in multiple places at once so....phuuuu
But ended up treating myself a Giodarno save-the-environment T and a pair of cute shorts...
and I spent like 30++ treating 2 friends...........i'm so broke by now...lol

time to save up and tie my belt again
=S

My Stupid Mouth

M ny things happened this past 2 weeks...
very very small things actually....
To a 2nd party who reads this, it may appear to be pure crap or you might say:
"owh,she's just a young gal going through typical dilemmas in daily life"

whatever you wanna say...
but when all this small incidents accumulate and turns into a big force,
it's take your emotions to a level of BREAKING DOWN

and like a friends used to suggest me
listen to Relient K's "Break Down"...lol

Imagine this......
Time: Dinner time
Venue: Fancy restaurant
Date: During MJ's funeral...

Everyone's excited about the bday celebration UNTIL

A was playing this cold war with me...not giving me even a glance...
B stormed out the restaurant during the celebration of the other 2 housemates bday...just because I asked her whether she could pay for the ala-carte she wanted

my jaw dropped

C hitting me anxiously wanting to know what's going om
D having dilemmas whether she wanna go out with her date...asking for suggestions
E asking about budget of the whole bday celebration....
Finally, the BILL....all the countings running through my head....

Can you imagine all happening at once?!All emotions just rushed to you at once....
Well,if you separate them,it's not a big deal....(exception of A and B)

I just felt like I'm the sinister here...I'm being the bad guy...rather gal...
and those who know me good enough, I cant take cold war or quarrels....
Even i'm not the one who's wrong, still I'll apologize....and I did....

A FREAKING TWO TIMES...

what I got at the end? a long papaya face and a big storm out of the restaurant...
Frankly, I dont think I'm 100% wrong.
Maybe I shouldn't say it out loud...I'm always loud anyway...
but I didnt say it in a discriminating way or trying to tease her...gosh
I just dont know what went wrong!!!

*steam*

But I know in the future there's gonna be more of these kinda ppl popping out...
this ...is just the smallest case of the smallest case...
I am thankful that this happened actually
...cz it stimulates my inspiration to write more songs
and teaches me to be more careful when I speak...

yeah,it's my fault for being the loud speaker often times...
I'm learning everyday.I'm growing to be a better and mature person.
I pray that things will all turn up well by next week...
AMEN!!

"my stupid mouth has got me into trouble...
oh i'll never speak it up again...i'll never speak it up again..."
~my stupid mouth by John Mayer

=S