就在下着雨的下午...

现在的心情就像外面的雨...
下得又大又猛烈...

不懂为何心里流了那么多的泪...
感到很累,很辛苦...
到底要如何才是对？
怎样才是错？
难道我现在所想的就是一时的冲动？一时的不理智？
一时感情用事？

似乎被紧崩得说不出话来...
总之，我所说的最后也会被反击...

我没有刻意去为谁辩护,
我确确实实地在诉说我心里的感受....
最后换来冷漠的眼光...

很伤...
又不懂找谁好...
最靠近我的人,似乎也不了解....
希望上帝能够安慰...

这是我第一次为你流泪...

Gift (new song)

I think of you on a summer's day

and all the pretty gifts that you gave

It's like a kiss on my cheek on a valentine's day.

You pull a smile on my face.

You're a gift for all occasion 

for all kinds of celebration.

Ooo....ooo...

How I love you.

I wrote this song during lunch time at Subway. This is a song I wrote for an advertisement video for the business competition. 

I know...totally random and out-of-place for me to join such a competition. 

Anyhow, its too late to turn back...at least I'm able to use my talents for this competition right? 

XD

Every word I sing is true. =)

To listen to the song, here's the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=liHabXjBPPA

support!!!

Color de Rosa

gracias por la maravillosa rosa

=/

Suppose to be sleeping now...

gosh. 

My mind cant stop spinning and working...

Hungry.

Wish you could bring me out for supper...

as always.

But I guess I gotta control my appetite.

or else we both would end up overweight...

I hope to get some air to breathe

 some space to venture...

Its time to drive on my own

and see how GPS leads the right way.

Either further or nearer...

only time will tell. 

Kite Metaphor

I love standing at the wide paddy fields,

feeling the breeze and the warm sunshine...

Nothing beats the stillness of the beautiful sight.

I love freedom,

I dislike being tied down and boxed up.

Yet, I'm terrified for the day,

that I will choose to give it up for someone else.

I know many people have been using the kite metaphor 

to write songs all over the world.

I'm not exception and not trying to be a copy cat.

This is just really what I felt.

After flying kite with my sis and her friends,

I realized...I'm really like a kite.

The more you pull the string, the more it will fly higher.

But when you apply tension on the string,

the kite will soar high and steady in the atmosphere.

I'm exactly what it is like.

The more you go against me, the more I would rebel against you.

But with proper tension and guidance,

I would stay firm.

That is how amazing God is to me.

He knows me more than I do for myself.

He kept me rooted and firm on His ground.

So that no matter how incessant I flew in the air,

I'll still be rooted in Him.

Hopefully,

someday,someone,somehow

could be the secondary string of my kite. 

Oh why am I so melancholic now??

Must be those gastric juice...