I dont know

I dont know...
I just wanna let go...
of what I am doing right now...

Would someone let me know
what are the alternatives I have...
besides living in this bubble...

Get me out of these bubble...
out of this shell I'm in...
Let me live in a dream
and not in reality...

Bruce Lee of SMK Perlis

Haihz...

After the Dirty Sexy Money incident in our school...
now...here comes the Bruce Lee wannabe incident...

Yes...it's the student-kick teacher incident in SMK Perlis...
happened 2 days ago...
When we were told about the incident...I was like...

"oh yeah...another big hit in our school..."

Sarcastically....

But I was never expecting it to be so big in our country....
Imagine the whole country knows about us...
it's not famous...it's NOTORIOUS!!
Another stain the shirts of SMK Perlis...

Good thing I'm going to study in Penang next year...
or else I think I'll die of anger in that school...

I know who is behind all this...
though it may be the students fault...

(that girl also deserves some punishment...try coming to our school and be friends with her...)

but some snakes and scorpions in this school are craving for opportunities to make this school fall into their hands...

I believe in other school there are worst cases than this...
It's just not as publicized as this case....
If kicking a teacher is serious..
than why didnt they let the press know about the incident last year?
Where my friend punch my add-maths teacher in the eye?
Until he needed a bandage on his eye like a pirate.
and all the "bombing" in the school...
making as if we are refugees in Iraq war?

Opps...am I leaking too much info??

But truly...SMK Perlis needs a new leader to reform this school...
And I think CF have a huge responsibility to pray for it...though we prayed for like a few years dy...but we still need to continue on...

And I hope those Christian friends out there can pray for our school as well...
That all the snakes and scorpions that are trying to tear down our school, would receive the punishment they deserve...

Oh by the way...
there's something interesting about this incident.
It's the Bruce Lee week now...
So...
i was thinking maybe this student is trying to show her affection for Bruce Lee?
Or maybe she's a Bruce Lee fan?
that she showed the Bruce Lee spirit in her...

=)



Bruce Lee...we need you to kick some ass* in our school!!

EMO-tions

Emotions...
it's just like ecstasy pills...
once you consume it,
you'll be caught in the abyss of darkness...

And in this vintage game of love...
emotions is never absent...
it's like the joker
juggling and playing with our feelings and lives...

That's when we all go IRRATIONAL
We all go crazy and
somehow we become unusually daring.
We start to see others as a threat to our love ones...

"hey you...stay away"

Hope you wont mind me saying such things..
you might not be able to grab what I mean
All I'm trying to say is...
when you get emotional...think of others before you act

Make sure you dont make them fall
into the same emotional game
and making them feeling all miserable and guilty...
ok?

well...

That horrible emo person...

was once --> me...

Penang Shopping Spreeeee!!!

Last Thursday, went for a 2 day 1 night trip with my buddies...and I really mean buddy...
5 guys and I'm the only girl...
LOL...what to do? I cant resist the temptation when I got to know that they wanted to go for a shopping trip...

But just along this short period of time together with these guys...exposed me to their true colours...got to know each of them more,and found out who's the gentlemen and who's the kinda guy I'll never choose to date in the future... =)

Worst Bus Ride
Well, most guys are not planners. And they are not that detail in their plannings...No one booked the bus ticket and accommodation as well...Haihz...
Never mind about that, we can still settle that later.
Due to last minute effort, we got on to this extremely old and hot-cond bus.
Lolz...it was like 38 degree Celsius in there...and the bus driver was probably thinking he's racing in F1.
And I got the seat at the most back part of the bus..."Hallelujah"...
I was like "Land!!!" when I got off the bus...but it was worth what we paid for...
RM 10 from Kedah to Penang...
Cheap indeed.

Gentlemen and non-gentlemen

Then we got to the jetty,got down the ferry.
And gentlemen no.1 took action...haha...Yi Qin lead a blind man all the way to the bus...
It was rather shocking to me as I did not know he was that gentlemen.haha
Paiseh
Instead of paying complements...some non-gentlemen started making fun at their own friend...
I mean...you did not lend a helping hand and you still laugh at people's back?
But I'm used to that typical behaviour of them...

Haihz...
saddening that all good guys are about to extinct...

Besides that,
it's nice of Chris to make the reservation for our hotel rooms and stuffs...
there we have~~Gentlemen no.2

After the late night movie,
I wasn't able to stay over at Shi Liang's place,
so I had no choice but to share a room with the guys...
(they dont want to have anything to do with a gal like me...so no worries...)
And imagine late at night it's hard to get a taxi right?
We should be thankful to be able to find a taxi willing to pick us up...
and a few of them were like...quarreling over a RM 25 taxi fee..
usually in day time it would be RM 15,
what can you expect in the middle of the night?

Should be thankful to be able to reach the hotel safely
than to complain all night...
my ears were so sore back then...
=P

So not gentlemen...

Yi Qin guiding the blind guy

She just kept starring at me

Guys I wont Go Shopping With

Speaking of shopping...
I just felt like laughing my heads off...
5 of the guys back then were all bragging of what they'll gonna buy,
what to wear,what hair to set up...

But it all ended up...
Jocelyn went back with the most bags!!

Wakaka...a sense of satisfaction...

Well,
among the 5 guys...
I dont think there's anyone of them I would like to shop with...
and my future boyfriend must not be like them...
I mean in the shopping sense lar...

Like a girl for me...
I really wish a guy would be willing to shop TOGETHER...
and not just ALONG...
as in like give comments and stuff,
if it doesn't look good,I don't mind you telling...
but not to criticize ok?
girl's heart is really fragile....

And if you do not like to shop...
at least wait for me...
or at least inform me before you go somewhere else...
Dont just leave without saying a word or show me a papaya face...

I would definitely ask him to leave,
or I'll go on my own...
better not to burden that guy to follow me like a body guard...

I WILL FEEL GUILTY...
give him a chance of freedom...

Solo-Shopping

Last time I cant shop by my own...
I really need a companion or my sister to come along...
Always shy to face the sales girls...

But now...I can do shopping alone...
and I love it!
Observing people,couples...kids...
it's alot of fun.
And there's no restriction...sometimes my sister would be like "Da jie...hurry up!"
yet I was only 25% done with that shop...

So solo-shopping gives me alot of freedom and liberty...
wahaha...no one to tell me not to buy this, not to buy that...
so many rules and regulations...
aihz...

She-Male

There's another interesting incident is that...
I was the she-male of the team..
which is I'm a guy but my physical is a female...

Those guys treated me like a guy...
not totally but somehow a lil here and there...
no wonder they are not so gentle to me lar...
aiyor...

Should act more girlish from now on...
show them some girl power...
besides...I'm not the apple in their eye...
they wouldn't even careless to guide me across the streets right...

Guess it's because we're all so familiar with each other
that we are just so natural together.
I guess lar...maybe they have other opinions about me...
5 guys and a she-male

Overall...

It's a great trip though there are many negative perception from me about them.
That's because through this trip I'm able to know them more...
which I cant get to do that in class...

And most importantly...I got my new NIKE shoes!
Woohoo!!...after 3 years...I finally get to change a new sneakers...
But not bapa belanja...I used the money from my elocution contest cheque.

A lil reward for myself....
=)


Ta-dah!