Leaving On a Jet Plane

All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
This early morn
The taxi's waitin'
He's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

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Leaving on a jet plane

I'm leaving Perlis so soon...
so soon that I still could not imagine how near it is...
Though it's just 3 months,
I"ll be back still,
Yet,there's this fuzzy feeling...
a kind of reluctance feeling in me...WHY?

2 more days to spend
2 more days to blog...
there wont be any time for internet anymore...
for we(Campus Crusade for Christ's trainees) have to be devoted for almost 24-7
I'm not sure whether we can get online or not..
but the sister there did not sound polite when I mentioned the word
"INTERNET"&"ONLINE"

Gosh...
I"m so gonna miss my blog...
though this blog is kinda cold at the moment...
Still...*sighs*

Funny,
cause when I'm aware that I'm about to leave
this song(leaving on a jet plane) just kept playing in my head...
went to download it and listened to it...
and...SNAP! Just felt like crying

I know I sounded a lil crazy or emo
but...yeah...
I'm very emotional...

Dont know what to expect,
dont know what to hope for...
all I know i'm going there purely by faith
Cause it's a total new environment,
new people,
new experience...

And my financial needs depended on other ppl
and not wholly on my parents
so I really have to learn something back in return...
especially to the church.
Kinda stress yet excited about the whole training programme...

and also it's a time for me to shift my focus away from
you-know-who
haha...who knows I can just forget about him...=)

Well guys,
I'm leaving on a jet plane...
oh i mean bus...=P
Gambatae Jocelyn!!!!