Saturday, March 15, 2008

Letting go......

I remebered few years ago,
I met him in Perlis...at my church...
at 1st impression i thought "oh here's another typical KL guy,with fashion but no brain..."
but later on...i found out....he's not what i thought he was....

and the story goes on......

ehem...
of course we did kept in touch,build up our friendship and stuff...
yet,the more i get to know him,the more flaws I started to see in him.

and tht's when the so called CHALLENGE started
continue liking him or not...
cz most ppl say, infatuation is one will stop liking the other
when he/she sees the flaw in him/her.
so after the struggle,I decided to stop the feeling.

and believe me...from tht September till now...
it never stop.
though I tried to hard to...I dont know why...

and now,it's like the more flaws he had
the more I felt like ...*stuck*
gosh, i dont know what I'm talking about now....

I clearly know tht he has no feelings for me
and he deserves a better gal out there anyway...

Im just wondering...
When will all this come to an end?

2 comments:

KaRi said...

hey darling i know what you are going through .. as I am going through the same thing as you . mine is for six years now on and off

Anonymous said...

Some things will never come to an end. Isn't it good there is someone to whom we will remember forever? Surprise I am here reading? hehe.....

Pei Jun jiejie