Today you've found the other side of me...
You're afraid to see me being like this...its abnormal and torturous...
You hate to see me like this...
You said " I fear you"
in my heart I say "I fear me too"
=( its not like something I can change within a spin or after a sunrise...
I wish there was a better way.
Sometimes,
I fear me...after shutting the doors behind reality...
I hate myself...for faking a smile, a laughter...
I disguised myself with layers of mask, clothings to cover something I'm hiding...
I disgusted my own voice, my own inspiration...me,myself and I...
I'm not some average robotic kind gentle generous gal...
I have my flaws too...
Will you accept me as who I am?
Or will you choose the exit sign?
As I shut the doors behind reality...
I fear to enter my fantasy...
2 comments:
Milo Ice also is a mask of me,but Miss Yap is a reborn person.
=)nice!
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