Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Falling From Cloud 9

Its been some time since i updated my blog...
and i'm feeling guilty cz i only come back here whenever Im down
and so is today.

I lost my scholarship to US.
I know when i say this my dad would be mad at me cz I've always been very open in the net...like spilling all the beans on the internet platter...
but this one is not private.
Its something I dont wanna be ashame of.
Its something I wanna share with the whole world.

Previously I'd share my excitements and joy about my acceptance into Spring Arbor University,
and now I would love to share my dissapointments and sorrow of not getting the chance to US.

Its gonna be...a tough time for me.
but i believe I'll get there some day. Its just a matter of time.
Gotta brush off the agony and bitterness in me.
You should know that I need time to get back up...
and i'm not gonna give myself too long to drag myself back from cloud 9...

Despite how unprepared I am to enter local uni,
I have to pack up my emotions and start a new life ahead.

You go girl...


serenetan said...

hey girl..
yes it's heart-wrenching when our long-hoped for dream does not come to fruition..but do rmb that with every door that closes, another door will open..God's sovereign and He knows whats best..He has a plan for u in UM (or wherever He plans to send u do) and wherever ur placed, u were meant to be there to bring the change that only u can =)
wil b right behind u all the way =)

Vachel said...

all the best girl u have my support :)

cHris-T said...

hey..i believe that God has a better plan for you, He always gives the best, you will be the light no matter where you go =)

Darian Z. said...

I know how you feel - its absolutely sucky to not get into where you want to be.

This may sound insensitive, but honeslty, this is something that pulled me through a lot of my darkness.

Trust Dad, even when things don't make sense =)

JoCeLyn SteMiLyn said...

thank you guys...i'm deeply touched...=) i'm still fighting on for my dreams