Football Frenzy

hmm...it's been a strange day for me...

Was totally mad when I was falsely accused by the state librarian
just because I wore a 3 quarter pants... =(
Boo sama dia!!

Then I was in a mix feelings mood after got on the internet...
cant really explain what happened...
All I can say is...I felt truly guilty for a friend of mine...

Later
I entered into an intense mode where I have to finish my business studies
by TODAY...or else I'll be dead by this coming exam...

But now...

I'm totally EXCITED and THRILL because...
MAN U vs Barcelona in the UEFA finals!
I like both clubs...but my heart still goes out to Man U....
sorry Barcelona...i'll still rejoice for you when you win...=)

It's funny that many people thought it's unusual for a gal to like football
I thought it's really normal...
maybe just for friends around me would think that way...

However, I have female friends that are way into football than I do...
they are EAT football, SLEEP football and DRINK...

Coca Cola...

LOL!!

I guess it's just the influence from my bro since young.
We watched the highlights together at night...though my parents would be nagging in the end
andchasing us to bed after that...
lolz...
It's a great childhood memory....

May the best team wins!

=)

Sweet 19th Birthday =)

Yo!! it's been a while since I blogged...anybody missed me?!
Sure you guys do! haha!
Anyway, just to update you guys about my 19th bday celebration...it's very meaningful and SWEET.

Here goes...

On the 21st,which is a Thursday, my housemates requested that I should go hill climbing with Ken and her. It's kinda weird at the beginning, but I thought it was a good idea to do some exercise so I went along. After 4 deadly hours of "exercise", we went back and they had tomyam steamboat in the house. Things were really getting strange as Yoke Chan told me that they ACCIDENTALLY overcooked so they decided to do steamboat...haha...

To be honest I knew they were gonna celebrate my bday...
I just acted dumb...lol....bad bad girl..

Neway,after a long time trying to hide the surprise from Michelle (the other bday girl) and I, they finally did the typical off-the-lights birthday surprise...it's really nic e of them to plan everything out. I didnt even have to wash the dishes...haha!
I received a beautiful bag and card. Thanks guys!

Then the following day (22nd), my classmates came out with another ambush. haha...not really but it's a simple yet memorable one.
During recess 2 of them went all the way to Jusco's Secret Recipe and bought me and Kean Tat (another bday boy) cakes! We had our celebration in the class and of course some crazy stunts by CH and Ren Hong...

Minutes after that, I went out with Sean, Yi Qin, Rin Sin and Man Shi to KTV!! Yoohoo! Which is one of my fav events to do...cause we can sing and dance just like mad...with the CCTV watching at us...lolz...who cares....I didnt even have time to bathe and rest.
Then we had dinner at Chai Leng Park,went to play video games at Jusco and finally we had really nice desserts at Ice Ice Baby in Auto City....YUM YUM!!
Of course at the same time we got to watch lots and lots of DELUXE cars around....
Nissan's FairLady!!

The following day I went down to JB, to attend Iconnect's big event and Iyouth's graduation...
It was a very touching moment I must say. Very nostalgic when I attended both events cz the same day last year I was one of the performers involved. Too bad I cant be a part of it this year. But still am happy to be there to support all of them...

I had a great time catching up with Xue Fen,Joyce,Mei Ling, Yin, Dylan and Michelle. Though I did not have time to catch up with many more friends, still their wishes and hugs really meant alot to me...and the lil bear I received. =)

Ah, almost forgotten about the CHC team. I spent a night at Yin's place and they gave a surpirse as well. It was simple and this time I was really surprised...maybe cz I thought they wont do anything for me...you know,just a greeting and a hug...haha...I underestimated them...Love the PDI singlet they gave to me...

Cant believe 1 year had passed just like that...and I'm 19. Next year I'll be breaking that 1 into 2.Lolz...we cant stop time cant we?
But I'm grateful for God has placed wonderful people in my life. Every breath is a blessing too.
I have no idea what to say anymore...
I just wanna thank everyone for the love and wishes...
Thank you for remembering cz I always hope someone does...

With Michelle celebrating our bday in the hostel

My Choco Banana..or whatever the name is...
it's delicious anyway...=)



With some of the siao siao ppl in my class =P

Perlis dudes baby!

Ice Ice Baby!


Iyouth 2008 reunited!!


Iyouth 08 and 09 together!
with Ah Yin--our all time loving brother

These Mixed Emotions

When a song is written
Excitement!

When you meet a friend from a far away land...
Overwhelmed =)

When a close friend shows concern...
Warmth

When someone scolds the hell out of you...
Rage =(

When someone you like is taken...
Disappointment

When someone who likes you later moved on...
Confusion =S

When a best friend is not beside you...
Memories =P

When a best friend hugs you...
More than words could express

When all these mixed emotions are upheld to God...
Peace and gratitude

All My Fault

Haihz....sighs...

A young teenage girl frust over some typical growing up problems....

CONFLICTS...
it's really an inevitable process in our lives...
it's a must...

I wonder, all these conflicts that happened in my life...
is it entire my attitude problem? or is it because of someone else too?

I didnt mean to neglect or forget anybody...
I didnt mean to put up a fight...
I didnt mean to spoil the relationship
or to put a friend's effort to waste...

it's partly because of my ignorance
and not being sensitive to people's feelings...

or maybe it's just all my fault?
I'm just the devil all this while...
the best way is to just put all the blame on me and say sorry...
and like everyone likes to say: "Just forget about it..."

Huuuu, cant believe a supposedly great moment of gathering turned into a mess...
all because of my ignorance...

Burrrrrrr
=(

Lately...should I?

Lately, I'd been thinking...

what is life without love?
how would life be if everyone is really perfect...?
should I really be patriotic and just be like everybody else...?
just being modest and contented with our current achievements...
Am I appearing to be cocky or hot tempered?
Should I give consider...a request that I once rejected?

Hmm...if only wishes can come true within just a click...
We'll see what God has to offer as time goes by...

=)

The Hard Way...as usual....

Some people gotta learn things the hard way...
and I just gone through that...today....few moments ago...
So hard that it was as if a slap on my face...and the pain still so fresh...

Yet I know...I learned a very important lesson....

******

Lately,there's an unknown tension between me and a friend...
well,quite close I would say...
For the whole week, we didnt hang out as usual...no dinners or movies...
just dim and dry...
it's just unusual

I started to panicked....as usual....
My mind came up with all sorts of possibilities...as always...
and soon before I know, all sorts of thoughts about my wrong doings are flying all over...
in and out of my freaking mind...

You dont wanna imagine how horrible my thoughts are....
of course i'm still as normal as always...just emotional at the moment....

Then one day, a junior told me that she was following his car back...I thought it was fine cz there's still plenty of space...but then the other one told me that there's gonna be 4 people going back ...in his car....

I was like "What??? what the heck is this??"
as usual...the irrational side of me reacted and I was furious....like Vin Diesel in Fast and Furious...haha!
It's like a back stab...i mean how could he?

To cut it short,
he did asked me whether I would wanna take a ride home...and being realistic enough,I did.

hah

This afternoon,
I was so ready to slam this issue on his face....
readily sharpened my sword and waiting to sway it onto his lungs...
(forgive me, watched too much Happy Tree Friends...wahahaha)
But....
along the whole journey,he was warm and nice...
you know...all of the sudden talking and joking with me...
I was...frankly... shocked....

Well, thinking that was just part of his act in front of the juniors,
I decided to joined the "act"....
and just when I was hoping he would drop everyone...leaving both of us alone so I could enter to the "moment" i was waiting for, one of the junior insisted him to drop her off last...

Damn!
HABIS CERITA....

I thought that was it...you know,no more confrontations, no more truth to set me free...
BUT,then came my neighbour (one of the juniors) to my house after he dropped me...
she came to tell the reason why he was so cold to me...

And it was then I felt so guilty of myself....
thinking back, it's really my fault for throwing my tantrum at him
and not appreciating him for what he'd done for me...
It was really a slap at my face...and good thing I was awake this time...

I was kinda spoiled by him, cz he was always so flexible and "kek qi" with me,
so I guess I took advantage of the situation unconciously...
while pointing my finger at others, I didnt realize that I was no different from them...

Hey, we're all sinners anyway....kakaka....

And like what someone said...maybe it's fate that he didnt drop me off last...
or I wouldn't had known the truth...
cz he cant take confrontations, and he'll just keep quiet in the car while I spit everything out...which is very selfish of me to do that...IF i was given the chance to...

Hey,it's not fate either...it's God's plan...
I was praying for God for help...I just keep praying "I dont know what to do..."
cz I really dont know what to do but to panick and cry at night...
and maybe this is the best way to teach me some lessons about myself...

for being selfish
for being demanding
and inconsiderate

It's not the 1st time...
there may be still the 10,000th time....
but I promise myself to not let that happen...

I may fail
I may give in to my stupid crazy frenzy thoughts
but I know I will be more careful next time...

cz I'd learned the hard way

what a great Father I have...
=)

Tag

50 first reactions

This is called 50 first reactions. Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it!

1. Beer: bitter

2. Food: black pepper chicken chop or anything with it...

3. Relationships: BGR

4. Crush: David Archuletta

5. Power Rangers: "Go Go Power Rangers!"

6. Life: It ain't long

7. The President: Obama

8. Yummy: Auntie Annes

9. Cars: I need a new one...celica!

10. Movie: 2 fast 2 furious!

11. Halloween: Gothic clothes?

12. Sex: sperm and ovum

13. Religion: faith

14. Hate: fakers and those who use people

15. Fear: losing a close friend

16. Marriage:" you'll be my 1st and the last"

17. Blondes: dumb but pretty

18. Slippers: comfortable and conveniet

19. Shoes: purple gold NIKE

20. Asians: dont play play arr...

21. Past time: singing,dancing...crapping...=)

22. One night stand: stand all night under the lamp post...

23. My cell phone: Badly injured like the owner herself

24. Smoke: Johnny Yen

25. Fantasy: standing on a stage with millions of people listening to me sing

26. College: haihz...no chance to experience it now

27. High school Life: Memorable...crazy and wild!

28. Pajamas: singlet and Edwin boxers

29. Stars: "when I look at the stars...I see someone else"

30. Center: "You are the center of it all,the universe declares it all...."

31. Alcohol: XO bottoms up!

32. The word love: "L is for the way you look at me..."

33. Friends: "you make me laugh and make me cry, I dont know which side to buy"

34. Money: I need it alot!!

35. Heartache: agony

36. Time: "is ticking,time is ticking ticking away"

37. Divorce: not for me...uh huh...

38. Dogs: all over my hostel and they are my protection

39. Undies: G strings

40. Parents: moody but i love them!

41. Babies: like them when they're not crying...=)

42. Ex: i dont have one...

43. Song: melody+lyrics

44. Color: black

45. Weddings: nice dress, nice music, nice flowers by the peaceful river

46. Pizza: with lots of pineapples!

47. Hangout: Jusco?

48. Rest: SLEEP

49. Goal: be a blessing to many through arts

50. Inspiration: GOD...nature


Then, tag first 10 people that comes into your mind
*alphabetical order so no importance placed :P

Darios Ng
David
Dylan Woo
Henna Tan
Jessalynn Khor
Sam Chew
Serene Tan
Uncle Loh
Xiang Yi-Lulu
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