My First Love

For 21 years of my life,

this is my 1st time being in a relationship.

So much to learn and experience...

I'm excited 

so am I terrified.

Heard too many stories and experience from others...

how they went from lovey-dovey to break ups...

from inseparable to separable...

Many said that after the chase, 

the guys will not be as keen as before once they got you...

so have to "diao ge" (play hard to get)

etc... ...

For the pass few weeks,

indeed I felt like the luckiest gal in the world

(yes, its that cliche to say this when you're in love)

He's been such an angel in my life.

Never felt so blessed and loved by a guy before.

I guess the main reason I gave him THE green light was because

I felt security

He's simple

and insanely funny

I love to watch him laughing at his own silly jokes at times...

which is really really silly!

Sometimes I wonder why I enjoy this(????)

I love the way he does little things to care,

the way he held my hand when we're in the car,

talks about everything without any holding back...

I'm glad that he trusted me,

(and so do I).

He's full of surprises.

(and maybe he knows I love surprises...)

Finally found someone who can actually surprise me out of my expectations...

I guess he must have squeezed all his brain juice out...
(valentines day,when he talked on stage during Dayao...)

that was rather exhilarating...

  

His love for music is genuine.

Not just to show it off, but savour it even though when no one listens.

Just look at the way he plays his guitar.

If thats not passion, then I don't know how you rate it anymore.

He shows his affection naturally.

After being with him only I realized,

I was after all as shy as any other girl in love.

(which I thought I'll never react like this in my life =.=)

Good thing he is kind enough to take initiative... 

I know to some people,

it seemed like a fast ride for both of us.

But no matter what people may say and judge,

the decision falls into our hands.

Whether we want to take it a step further or let it be,
its up to us.

There are so many examples out there,

but in the end, we decide our own future.

I cant live based on other ppl's opinions and views alone.

I'm a newbie...

or maybe a noobie.

But I believe as long I put my trust in him and God...

we shall overcome the thorns and stones ahead.

I'm not alone in this journey.

People and the world may tell you

things will get worse as time goes by...

... ...

But I believe that

we will get better and better in time. 

I heart you,silly guy!