Amy Kuney

Amy Kuney

One of my fav youtube voices.

It's not like typical shouting/powerful voices

with vibratos and sopranos

But a soothing antidote

to a lonely soul

Her low and heavy tone

brings alot of deep interpretation into her songs

Her covers of other artiste's songs

are simply superb

She totally made another song her own.

Love her version of "Happy"

by Leona Lewis.

Instead of the high,climatic version like Leona

(I love Leona too btw...)

Amy Kuney turned that song soft,

quiet,

yet make you feel like dancing slowly to it

It's like swaying with grace,

in still waters.

With waters running through your fingers,

little waves swifting to the piano melodies.

*there goes my overabused of words again*

She's another great voice,

another talented musician.

Most importantly...

She's another inspiration

a very big one.

=)

Breakaway

I'm hopeless.
Hopeless in need of love.
Hopelessly useless...
Hopelessly desperate devastated.

We are taught to have hig self-esteem
but the more people pay credit to me...
I start doubting myself

The more I like someone
I'll reluctantly turn away from them
keep a distance so he wont notice.
But inside I'm craving he would talk to me

I just cant escape from feeling this way
Feeling the need to be love and to love
I dont have the chance to get a hug from someone
that I'll be secure to throw my arms around and maybe...fall asleep
burr...

What am I thinking?
My devastation shows...and it's so pathetic.
so pathetic.
But ... I know this waiting process is a test.
Some kinda training from beloved Abba father.

All this while,
the guy I crushed/liked never felt the same way for me
I believe when that day
when both of us felt the same for each other...
it's gonna be....???
I dont know what word to describe

Well, in Jocelyn's history of pathetic crushes...
Never once I cried for a guy except for this previous one.
Let's just call him "Dudu"...yeah sounds so dumb and silly but it fits perfectly well for him...
Never once I got my heart so broken by someone so close to me
betrayed and fake...I cant believe I'd fall for someone so "poisonous"
While I felt so close to him, I didnt know that he actually...stab me with a knife from behind...
Never once I cried for a guy...
and thinking back...those tears were never worth shed...
He deserves not my tears...BULLSHIT....

and worse is...I cant even confront him...
acting like nothing ever happened...wow...
Jocelyn,since when you are so fake as well?
I guess we all live in a fake world
maybe this planet never even exist??? maybe we are not real...
the food we eat are just plastic and air...mix with mud...
WTH was I rumbling about???

I need to leave this bunch of people and
go somewhere else...
away away from this drench
away from this circle that is like mud water...so contaminated
away from him.

I need to breakaway

My Life As A Music Teacher

Everyday,I teach piano...

watching kids playing can be very amusing

or sometimes sleepy.

I dont like to point out every single note or mistakes they make

instead I prefer to let them figure out

those mistakes themselves

Then as usual,

I'll look out to the window beside me,

admiring the incredibly hot sun,

passing-by cars...

But what I love doing most is

observing the people from above,

every move and gesture,its intriguing!

The best thing is they wont notice my presence.

=P

I witness,

*the excitement in lil kids eyes when their parents send them for music class

*the reluctance of teenage youths to enter tuition class

*young couples...living in the world of their own.

*some fanatic trying to stalk young gals,sitting in his pathetic small car...

*the same old grocery shop owner,sitting boringly on the motorbike outside his shop,

awaiting that monkey that stoled his chips.

Then at night I have music kids class...JMC,JExC

This is when all the headache and joy comes in

The fun part...dancing with them...

Hear their laughters,see their smiles...

It's contagious!

Makes me 10 years younger...

Heartache and headache comes

when you see the selfish side of their parent...

pushing them limitlessly to the edge...

just to be the best kid in the class..

Pain in the heart.

They are just kids...below 8 years old

How could they ever manage to act like a 18 years old?

Learning music should be fun and exciting

not competition and stress...

worst is when kids shed tears.

Makes me wanna spank their parents.

Still...

some kids deserves some spanking...

cause they are spoiled by parents

thus,they rebel and act like kings...

they COMMANT AND CONQUER

and I'll have to be the bean bag for them to punch on...

Owh my my...

What exciting life I have in yamaha music school...

Well,look at the bright side

at least I can have free violin lessons..

be the next VIVALDI!!!

muahaha!

*chokes chokes*

Drown Me

So drown me in your ocean tide...
Drown me so I can hide away from this application complecation

Really dont know how to describe myself now.
I'm all mixed up.

Pic,Results and REHAB

Lil photo by the beach

2A- 1B+ 1B-

wow...i was just shouting "oh my freaking..." all the way

while I slowly opened my results paper.

It's satisfactory

Knowing that it might not be a great result to some at all...

but I dont care.

It's my life and future anyhow.

=)

Apart from that,

lately I cant get my eyes off a very beautiful photo

It's not very right to call a guy beautiful

but sometimes...handsome just doesnt gives enough credit anymore...

or maybe I should use the word...stunning!

yeah...

He may not look like Orlando Bloom

or the young Tom Cruise

but that simple clean style just caught my eye....

Gosh...

it's just simply attractive.

Too bad I hardly even know that guy... LOL

I really need to go to the S.A.D rehab!

Da Big Day

So it's wednesday...

and tmr is thursday which is THE DAY

where my STPM results will be out.

After 1 1/2 years battling with one of the hardest exams in the world.

no kidding...it's no.2 hardest to be exact...

Tomorrow will be a day of accomplishment I would say

It's like the full stop for my form 6 life...

RELIEVE!!!

While most of them are shouting and screaming

their nervous anxious heart out...

I'm rather shocked to find myself...relieved and excited

Of course I'm nervous too,but more like...thrilled.

Funny... *smirk*

Looking back at what I'd done the past 2 years...

since the day I told myself that I will never EVER enter form6...

(but look at where I am now...*smirk harder*)

till the day I faced that horrible exam...

It's really not what I imagined at all...

God is just amazing.

He knows what is truly best for us.

I didnt regret getting into all this at all.

Instead I'm grateful for given the time

to rethink my future and improve my skills.

Instead of having nightmares or insomnia

It's gonna be an overwhelming night

Maybe I'll sleep with a grateful heart tonight

But why is my heart pounding so hard??

It must the coffee effect...

=P

Inspiration {The Sundance Kids}

It's weird...not going out at this time

it's like I'd turn nerdy and isolated.

Lol,this is how a wild person will feel after quitting supper and night life for 2 days

Anyhow,this isolating self thingy actually got me some benefits

Discovered a music band--> The Sundance Kids.

Once heard of them a few months ago but didnt paid much attention

but out of boredom, got on to Youtube it...

and I was blown away.

Their songs are rather mainstream

just kinda wondered why they are not as big as Coldplay or Switchfoot

Saw them live playing a song "Stay With Me".

Beautiful

Lead singer,standing under red beams of light

untidy wavy hair,strumming his guitar

No cliche intros

He just started singing as he feels like to

And the crowd just swayed with him

and sang with him of course.

It just...blew my away.

Simply goosebumps. It's just influencial

I'd been writing songs quite sometime now...

Hope someday my songs can be inspirational

just like how The Sundance Kids inspired me

to touch souls and not just those record companies

I wish people who listens to my songs

not just get inspired but also have a positive thinking

and most importantly,

I can share my best friend, Jesus Christ

to the world.

=)